I have had a one week break from school as I transition from my first term to my second. During this week long vacation I have had an overwhelming sense of boredom come over me. Although I have found myself struggling to find activities to occupy my time, I have stumbled upon an interesting topic. As I pressed on through my week, I realized that even being bored and doing nothing has a purpose.
The first term of school was my first time in an educational environment in many years. Finally having direction and a goal in mind required a large amount of concentration, time, and effort. I spent countless hours on several projects trying to learn the skills necessary for my desired career...and I put forth enough effort to find myself exhausted on several occasions. When finals were finally over I was looking forward to having one week where I could sleep in...relax...have time for other hobbies...etc.
The first few days, however, I found that the only thing that I wanted to do was nothing. I wanted to use as little effort as possible throughout my day. My brother would invite me to play some video games with him and although I really enjoy video games and his company I declined every time just wanting to watch a movie and sleep.
The days continued to follow this pattern and even though I knew that I accomplished nothing as far as productivity I accomplished something else...the rest I received allowed my mind to completely shut down and restart...much like a computer needs to be shut down after an extended period of time my mind needed a period of 'nothing.' After a few days of experiencing this feeling of 'nothing' my focus and determination were completely restored. I had the necessary energy to go back and succeed once more in the next term of school.
I very much agree, nothing is an amazing medicine for the mind
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